confused gerl @the sites

2009-12-03T11:04:00.003+08:00

YAHALOOOS...
wont be usyng thys blog much...
so..
yerp...
coz am usyng new blog...
so..wanna my new url?...
fynd owt ur self...
haha...

jeynah..-itsjustme-andi..

2009-11-26T14:48:00.001+08:00

nt much to sae....just lazy to ryte alot....

itsjustme-andi

2009-10-25T10:54:00.002+08:00

now..i am at my cuz hs...
havyng a slyeepover at her hs...
on frydae..
was swymming carnyval..
didnt swym..chabot..
but after tat..went to kfc jp wit e malay gerls except for qys..
then went to je swymming pool./..
was damn fun...play ard at the wave part...
haha..cawght some sinful act,...and tease them...
teraseqh peqh...haha
then..the next dae,,
went to skul for npcc event for first ayder..
after tat..went to myt ellyie at jp..
buy ayam..
then went hm..
nenek and uden was there..
have to move owt all the barang2 at hm..
was damn tyred...tats the mayn word to descrybe it..
most ofthe item are the corelle set and all tat...
then nxt wk is gonna be the last move owt..
gonna seweqh lorry for three daes strayght to move the thyngs...
owhkaey..bubay..

2009-10-16T17:18:00.002+08:00

wad e hell...fuck you...shibay...wadever it is...
i don care whu u are..sumone special??
whu cares..wad i noe is tat...u are no longer in my lyfe...
wadeva laqh..
don try to show ur freakyng innocent face in front of me laqh...
or try to cry..n let people pity u..
i have enuf of it...
and ur clumsiness...
it is super fake...
u want to treat the guys...
why want to treat them...
your own fren?...haha...
forgot laqh...
the guys are ur frens...
kn skang da ambeyk aleyh tmpt elli...
padan laqh elli slalu tkde ngan drg...
da adeqh PENGGANTY...

movyng on...

2009-10-11T15:39:00.002+08:00

its tyme fer me to move on...
well..in fact i did...
my studyies...
nuthyng seems to dystract me..well..
except wit the b\noyse made by my irritatyng cuz...
frends..
i styll have sumone i can rely wit...
changyng...
now..tat seems to bother me...
ferstlyie..
witus fythyng..i thot..
it culd make me wanna change..
but after realysing bowt elliy's problem..i jus cant bear to leave her..and let her suffer alone..
its jus tat there is feeling in my heart saying tat i owght to do sumthyng..
sumthyng to solve tis problem..but wad...
idk...
but wad i knoe tat i nyd to do sumthyng for her ferst b4 movyng on wit my plan...

2009-10-08T17:47:00.005+08:00

aku da tk bleyh tahan lagy...slameqh nyie..aku srg jeqh yg mengalaqh..tapy skang nyie..da taqh agyk...dye nk uwat apeqh..dye nyeqh pasal...dye nk nanges..nk pekek telolong...nk ameyk perhatyan org...aku tk keysah agyk...org nk pyker aku zalem ke...tkde aty perot keqh..aku tk keysah..say wadeva u want..coz i dn gyve a damn...
tis frendshyp of owrs is never bowt us...its onylie bowt u...i owaes have to listen to ur story...prob;lems...but when it comes part to me...yeah..u listen...but just for the sake of doin it...u never were seryious...im jus so tired...tired of facyng wit ur atitude,...
so i guess...its better...we styck to owr status quo...

lily prefers a teddy bear..
but sammy wants a new cow
go away for all u care
coz i want it ends RYTE NOW....

its tyme...

2009-10-08T17:37:00.004+08:00

wantyng to wryte more...but am using elly notebook at the moment...so..kinda nid to make it short and symple....

seryouslyie..im tyred wit all tis...
i dn thynk..frendyng wit eu...im havyng fun tyme..coz wad i can see is tat tis frenshyp...is all bowt eu...not us...u kept tokyng bowt ur lyfe..problems..thyngkyng onlyie bowt urself...whenever its bowt me..u wyll listen to me..but its onlyie for the sake of listenyng...

u...seryouslyie..have no comment bowt u...coz we have an argument b4..and i dn thynk we have anythyng to fyght bowt...

havyng tis fyght...makes me wantyng to change...and better styll...havyng the confydence..to adapt to e changes....

rayer....

2009-10-08T17:24:00.002+08:00

last mundae..was the best...we...ALL GERLZ..and...ALL BOYZ...went owt to rayer...
ryte after mly paper...went hm strayte hm....kelam kabot....cpt siyap...
supposed to mit at 230...but i was late...hehe...ampay luwar umah yus...kol 3...haha...so tk dpt aqh gy umah yus...frm there..we start owr rayer..as a class...
yerp...fun man....was walkyng lyke one byg famyli....for the gerls...qys is the great grandmother..me..grandmother..win..mother..elly and farah the grandchildren...fer..suhaymi..min...i am theyr mother[lawl]...and..suhaymi..min...sufyan..hayqal..my sons...hehe...wadeva laqh ehk..last hs was win's hs..get a free transport frm her grandfather...reach hm exactlyie..11...well..had a grrt tyme..its memorable...reallyie lucky..i enjoyed it..coz im afrayd..i might not experienced it agayn next yr...haizzarh...

hym agayn

2009-09-24T16:27:00.002+08:00

well...after all tis long wayting for u....
i just start trying to forget eu....
so as to get back wit my new lyfe...
and u came back all of a sudden...
why cant u jus leave forever??
y mus u come back??
u text me and ask bowt ur adek...
why cant u jus text her ??
why mus text thru me??
still....
frankly..
when u ask bowt her...
there was jealousy in me...
but wad can i do...
i have no position to feel tat wae...
wiwin is ur adek angkat...
n i m jus ur fren...
we get to noe each other thru her...
hoping to forget eu.....

hurt deep down
trying to cried owt
lowd

raye....

2009-09-21T11:54:00.002+08:00

currentl in my cuzin hs...todae is 2nd dae of rayer....yesterdae was lyke damn wad...have a headache ...then get to noe i was havyng fever...was lyke wad the hell....tis is the worst rayer i've had...

well...missing hym sooo much...so far.didnt contact hym.....
well...dont realli noe why...
p8 low??or just merely ignoring me...seriously..i have never lyke a person tat badly....

jeynah owange and hym whyte.....

damn week..

2009-09-15T14:57:00.003+08:00

realli had a damn week..
kae...ferstly..bowt qis bdae...
enjoyed it alowt...
but it then end...
bowt ms ng bdae...
didnt get to go...
was pissed off wit mom...
padahal da blang one wk b4....
she jus forget bowt it and purposely make myself bz til 4 pm...
have to anta epok2 ard 12...
travel to mcpherson..beach rd...at bowt 2..
then anta kuweh pat umah nenek..
reached there at 350...wad the hell..
lookin at the tyme...guess i jus culdnt attend...
ask others...
coincidentally..they oso didnt go...
thot it was nuting...till the next dae..
during KWN..the others...said tat those tat were attending ms ng party was angry wit us...i was lyke..ouhkae...
seriously...i jus don get it...everyone have their reasons..but wads the angry supposed to be...

on the other side...was realli pissed wit sumbody...
seriously...iritating man...

wad the hel seh...wad do realli want..

have i ever offended u??

we hardly tok to each other...

and when we tok..

u kept gyving a negatyve remark..

wad the hell se...

seriously...

damn pissed off wit u...

just feeling regret cuming here...

if i noe tis would happen..

i just wuldnt wan to enter tis place...

ever...

please aqh..

stop bein CHILDISH

tats all...bubai...

damn fucked off with
eu

hermmm...

2009-09-08T15:15:00.002+08:00

currently in the lab....wayting 4 mr ganesh...welll..realli had a lot of fun...

firstly..went to chongzheng for a workshop...

then took train back to skul..
gyco nid to drop at jurong east..to go wudlands...

frm jp..went to arcade....whohooooo...

fun man...

and now back to skul...

well...miss hym sooo much...

dn noe y he hasn't reply me....

p8 low??haizzarh..

just wish he isnt like any other guys tat i had known..

by helping my frens into relationship..i have known different types of guys..

decent..innocent..jerk..and even weird..

for hym...it can be said tat it is a diiferent type..

well i dont realli know a specific one..but i noe tat..

he is sumting special...

special tat i just culdnt bear to lose hym...

and he have made my mind to think bout hym onli..

gonna make my blog private...coz i noe my frens or the others will noe bout my other post sooner or later..so goona privete..and will invite to readers..

when i noe u..im afraid
to tok to u..
when i tok to u..im
afraid to mit u..
when i mit u..im afraid
to hold u..
when i hold u..im afraid
to hug u..
when i hug u..im afraid
to love u..
coz when i love u..im
afraid to lose u..
i love u soo
much...

jeynah luves owange

just hym

2009-09-02T10:03:00.004+08:00

well..rite now..currently having itp...took a breaktime to masok blog...hehe
anies..is trying to move on...

herm..currently is contacting sumbody..never met hym b4..
but get to noe thru wiwin...
at first i thot he is just some guy tat is stmf...
but after toking to me the whole dae after tis KWN tingy..
i find hym totally different..
he is a honest guy...i mean the guy tat is straight4ward...
prefer to be frank wit those he toks to...
tapy nk katerkn..hes abit harsh towards others lagy2 ex dier...
haha..no offence its jus tats wad he said to me..
dier pon pemalas..and he luves white...haizzarh..
guess u might be wundering why its all bout hym..

yup..
for tis post..its just hym...
haha..
well..get to noe parts of hys life story during the tyme when i was goin home..
it was quite a long conversation...frm jyss busstp..to clementi busstp..45min..waiting for another bus..5 min..frm clementi busstp to my hs busstp...15 min..well...guess tat is 1hr 5 min tok...wow...haha
well..since then..i was quite closer wit hym../
did called hym the next dae at my wudlands hs... record owr conversation...damn funny..but luckily i did tat..coz i culd jus hear it when i miss hym..lawl..haha..

n the sat..help my mu antar epok2..then mit my mum and sis at geylang..tkc..reach alreadi...they still have not reached..even worst..they have jus got out of the hs..damn sia..donno wad to do..i jus went in the shop n save..then agayn...called hym..hehe...had another long tok...haha..hes damn funny...joke ard wit hym and told hym some parts of my true identity...

well...after calling hym...get to noe tat my p8 is low...culdnt contatct hym..bohoo..
just suddenly...my sim card was blocked...wat the hel...finally get to unlocked it on the tuesday nite...but still..didnt manage to contact hym...
coz i finally manage to topup..dier plak p8 low..klah...wadever it is..will wayt for hym...

jeynah luves owange and hym
jeynah ketupatzDUE
will wayt for eu....

speechless...

2009-08-28T16:15:00.003+08:00

Well..im seriously speechless bout the current situation...
too many things just stuck in my mind...

To satu..

wel..basically..there is nothing much for me to say to eu..

coz u are jus the person tat goes wit the flow..

To tiga...

for u...sumtimes i will get frustated and annoyed wit ur atitude..

tis is not the first tyme i've spoken bout tis..but i have said it b4..

To empat...

well..like wad i've said..im juz speechless bout all tis..

the communication between us really never happens..

we were jus pretending toking to one another but deep inside our hearts says..

are our friendships back to normal or not..

its been countless of tyme i've been thinking...

wad is ur final solution and wads ours...

do we really want tis???

if we really do..

why bother make the frenship back...

but i noe..deep in our heart..we realli want to be together..

but they prefer to prioritised their egoness..

so..rite now..im asking eu..

do eu prefer to suffer in silence..not having any idea of the real situation..

or we reunite back..as the ketupatz...

tats all from me to eu guys..since im not active in this blog currently...

tats all i culd say...

bubai...

jeynah luves owange

Jeynah ketupatz

Wishing you were by
my side...

herm....

2009-08-21T14:00:00.001+08:00

Its been quite along tyme..i didnt update...well..as u can see...till now i still didnt have the laptop by my side..well its owkay..have sign up for the pc bundle..and hope tat i will receive it..
well...u see...really have an up and down situation tis week...as u can noe from the others ketupatz...yerp..didnt noe wat to comment...
angry??jelous???well...cant say about tat now..coz im jus too tired to feel tat way...
yerp..as u noe..i jus do not want the same ting happening again...
it has been happening over and over agayn...
wad i can sae now is tat...i wont do aniting nor react to ur frenship wit her..wad i can sae is tat.. wish u all the best..jus do wad is best for u...

gonna miss blogging

2009-08-07T14:10:00.001+08:00

laptop have been repaired at the moment in the clinic...
now in elli hs...
jus now eat at kfc...
then went straight here...
supposed to come wit k. empat...
but yeah tk jady..
been stood up by tat person...
onli the ketupatz noe bout it..
hate it sia..
yerp so tats it...

to k empat
never thot u culd dod this to me...
not onli me..but us..
padahal da siang2 kyter da plan...
alwaes stick together except kalaw parents tk bagy..
tapy ni tk..u stood us up and go wit her...
fucked up sia..seriously...i jus cant tolerate ittats y i dint look at eu..
coz i jus cant stand it...

to tat gerl there...
fucked off man..
u took her..throw her..and took her back..from us...
its the same as u lick ur own spit..
wad is ur point...
u say u hate her and now u back wit her??
WAD THE HELL..its all BULLSHIT...
and she took u back, without hesitation. why? cos she treasure u. but do u? its like ur using her for ur own good. and u leave her whenever u dnt need her anymore.
if u keep doing that to her, i promise u, one day, she'll leave u.
FOREVER.
if u treat her as ur fren..u shuld let her have her own life..and let her have as many frens as she wants..
i noe ure jelous..but u nid to control ur feelings..u cant expect her to be wit u..onli u rite..
get a life gerl...she too have lotsa fren..bear tat in mind...

LIFE

2009-08-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

in previous post..i guess im pretty emo..but tats wad i felt..
so u cant do aniting rite..
but seriously guys..its jus a thot of mind..it is not fully confirm..
so don worry..it may be yes..or vise versa..
i've read ur tag n appreciate ur concern..but wadeva happen..
u guys are still the best..

well..life is getting more hectic for me..
i'm getting morebz as hari raya is cuming[padahal puase pn blom]
well nid to paint my wudlands hs..
haizzarh..so tat means umah clementi tonggang tebalek...
and i was the one who is to be blame....again..
jus hate..
i jus wish i culd be a normal teenagers and do wad they does..
jus think bout studies n onli stress bout studies..
never wuld they nid to pressurize bout sumthing tat i faced..
yerp..all i nid and ask for is a break..a simple rest..where no one will disturb me..jus for one dae...is it impossible for you..is it...
hate eu.....SHIBAI!!!!

thinking...

2009-07-30T20:31:00.004+08:00

kinda lotsa of thing to tok bout...
lotsa of things is playing in my mind,..
bout each pf eu guys..
diff person...
well tis is wad im gonna say..
firstly...about the transfer of skul...
tis few daes..i've been sleepy all the time..even though how interesting the lesson is..i just cant get my eyes open..im soo sleepy..gotta wake up very early everydae..tis is jus clementi..not even wudlands...
if in clementi im like tis..how am i gonna survive if im in wudland...haizzarh..
realli confusing..firstly.
i thot tat the mind of transfering skul is jus not a serious matter..but later on..
i start to think tat it could change alot..coz not changing culd affect my studies..i culdnt focus..
but if i transfer..i noe its gonna change ..alot.i knew tat..well its jus the time of adaption though..but seriously..
deep in my heart..the first thing tat realli worries me if i transfer will be my friends...my beloved friends..im jus afraid tat i will miss them lots..n im jus afraid i culdnt find sumbody as great as them in a new world...
but the ting is..i dn noe whether i want to choose to transfer for my own sake or remain there..but put me in tis condition...i've not yet told my mum bout it..coz im not tat opn to her..n if i tell her..its no use..she wont understand..herm..gotta think tis again..in october..in will be my final decision..coz tats the tyme i will be officially moved..guess i need to spend my full great tyme in skul..n make a wise decision...

well...tats the first thing...
next will be wad im thinking for each of eu...

i noe tat we use to have a bad history..
but seriously...if onli we didnt experienced tat..we will get even closer..
but im glad it had happen coz eu wont nid to miss me so much if i left..
well..wad can i sae..we use to be sista..wherever we go..we used to be together..
remember bout arts festival..how entu we were on choosing clothes..
i culdnt forget those memories..swit memories...

well..u were new..we didnt realli know each other much..
but within tis tyme..we get to noe lots..
i realli appreaciate it wit eu trusting me and tell me ur secrets..
but theres is alwaes a sae..friending sum one means u nid to accept their weaknesses or sum ting tat we hate bout them n try to make it a better one..
tats wad i felt bout eu..i guess..frm here i felt relieved saying it all out..
the truth is..i jus cant tolerate wit ur exaggeration..whenever ure in front of others u will tend to shout and seek attention..yeah people will see...yeah i noe..ure sumbody sumone..
bt tat doesnt mean u have to act tis wae..u will alwaes did tis after skul in the canteen..alwaes..in order to calm myself dwn..i will alwaes walk away and cool dwn..guess u wont noticed it rite..of course..whu cares bout me..
but i realli hope i culd be more acceptable...

eu are the ones tat realli inspired me..despite having problems..u realli have succesful life.,u managed to do well in exam and manage to have a rank..
n i realli appreciate it wit eu sharing ur problems wit me...seriously..if u have any thing tat distract ur mind im here to give u a listening ears...

u..even though we are not tat close..but we are still a classmate..
u used to share to me ur prblems..but still..u can still does now..im here to listen..

each one of the paragraph is meant for a diff person..diff thots i have for them..
well..i guess i'll have to cherish each of every moment i have rite now....coz im afraid i might not have them back next tyme...

jeynah luve owange...

2009-07-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

tis few daes have been a hectic week for me..for the two wks have been lotssa of ncd activities..haiyo..tiring se..everydae went hm late..i seriously wan and need a break..well..ouhkae..todaes haiqal bdae..but too bad batam man saket..muahaha...TAPY BESK JGN LUPERH BLANJE... so just nw was last session of poetry slam..hehe..superlotsa fun...tats all for now.nuthing much to sae...

i waited every moment to be wit eu..
but y cant u noticed tat im waiting and hoping for u..
if u read tis..i seriously hope u will realise...

jeynah lurb owange...

aloha...

2009-07-22T21:57:00.002+08:00

long tyme nvr update..,,.
realli had a long and hectic tyme...
last wk on thurs damn sien...
i was sick...
temp kept goin up and dwn...till 39.3...
didnt cume to skul the next dae...
at hm...bored to death...but still nid to sent epok2...
wth...but now..back to skul as per normal....
can eu imagine...
the thot of transfering skul is running in my mind..
wad do eu think guys..shuld i transfer skul..
i guess..yus might agree wit me..haha...
tag kay...
jeynah luves orange....

cant he make he first move??

fucked off

2009-07-14T20:45:00.002+08:00

well...there is nuthing much todae...
during skool..as per normal...
at home..perfectly fine...
perfectly fine till..
after goin back...
tat jerk da stat sawan dier...
irit se...dier pikir dier saper...
are u a man or a boy or a gay???
wats the use of jus being big and old enuf but eu juz cant be a role model..fucked off larh..im soo pissed of wit ur attitude...
i noe 'insertname' is not wit us at the moment and eu have to
be the man of the family..tapy tk perlu belagak arh..
don use tat as an excuse to be mad all the time..
so juz shut up and drive..and set the status quo..
u do ur own business..and i do mine...
get tat..and make sure it stick to ur mind...
losers!!

jeynah love owange

wish eu didnt exist..get out of my face!!

...

2009-07-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

for last sat and sun...went to my wudlands hs and spent time there...
getting used to the place..guess maybe next month i'll be moving there...
herm..so sad..gonna miss clementi...
well during tat two daes..realli have a lot of fun..went to diff place and explore...

most fun place was the vista park..get to play diff parts...went there wit riding the piyo bike...pantat saket se...hahakz...

well...nvm..for todae...realli had a 'donno' dae...haha...
got a new specs...well actualli it was old...generation frm my auntie...
lucky she have spare..but seriously bik...sponsor me a new one can???
everybody was like asking me to lend them...wateva...
owites...tats all for now..lazy to tok a lot..

jeynah luves owange...

jeynah winah signing off...caow...

hate him damn lots...wish he never exist...urgh..

long time never updates...

2009-07-09T20:29:00.003+08:00

well..long time never update..well..will start off wit yesterdae nite..
was angry witt her..in fact VERY ANGRY wit her...cried alot yesterdae...well let it just between both of us.....
aniwae..todae realli a clumsy dae for me...going home at ard 5+ after aspro..den sumhw reach int at 6...then went took bus...damn lotsa people..have to squeeze in like hell...then wen reach my place i knoch=ked onto lotsa peoplle too..then i was whew..luckily got out alreadi...
then as i goes out of the bus..tis bike suddenli dashed towards me...walaowae..sway seh...paise alreadi..jus say sorri to tat fella from far...well tats the best i culd do..caow for now..tata..
lotsa love from ...jeynah...

hate him sooo much...

cont....

2009-07-04T18:20:00.004+08:00

then after school..straightaway go to irsyad to meet nureen's frens...take 99 and 157...had a longggggg journey...we was like going ard the world..from jw..to je..to clem..tobkt timah..to newton..then finally to toa payoh..
when reached the place..watch soap opera of nureen and her frens hugging...haha..then made our way to braddel mrt...stay there and tok to nureen's fren..
get to noe them..and n yup..get to noe most of them..let me recall them..
syarifa..asnilah..fatin...aqilah..ifah..zul...n more..still cant remembertheir name..but nvm..next time perhaps...
ouhkay...then we made our way to wudlands and eat kfc...me eat bandito..erm..SODAP...klah..lets cutshort the story..
den i meet my cuzin coz they want to go my hs...then im home..haha
ouhya..actually..during our journey back home..there is a story behind it..as we was in the train..at kranji station..nureen fren came in ...and my cuz which is friggin iritating..ask me tis question..
sabrina:jannah saper tuh?
me:er..er..abg sedare dier larh..
[i give a stare to nureen saying tat hope she noes y i lied...]
[nureen give me a stare back saying tat she gets it]
so..till there i got to say..there are sume more tat we did..
but i guess lets keep it to those who came along wit me and nureen...
now im rite in my cuz hs..
coz my mother is cooking nicey2 stuff...
especially...SOP TULANG!!!
erm..confirm sodap..hehe..
gtg..gonna have a SPICY feast..yummy...
bubai...
jeynah luves OWANGE
missing something or perhaps somebody

long journey....

2009-07-03T19:07:00.004+08:00

todae was ouhkay...
firstly..during f&n..so bored....mr koh wasnt there..so we just sit and stare at each other..
pe time..need to run ard netball court practicing for 2.4...
so damn tired...bcoz of tat didnt manage to go
for early recess for prefect and oso didnt do the duties..hehe..tk larat se..
after tat..decided to go 'tiolet' wit nureen n elli...
since i was so exhausted...i wash my face...
then nureen suddenly splash water at me..we then continue splash at each other..then i dn noe wad happen...elli just have the idea of using the toilet's hose..then want to do at nureen but missed..then i was saying to them wait coz im getting readi to play..but as i was bout to took out my specs..nureen splash me wit the hose frm behind...wat the crap!!!kenek pantat oi....hehe..then our fun stop there..coz of u noe who...nvm...kay next topic..
after tat shuld be maths but its free period den join farah n all playing th e true or double true..den all turn out to be fine untill..it was my turn.gico was like...asking me for the most ifficult question in my life...whu is my closest fren..like wad the hell..he shuld noe wad had happen b4..and im afraid it will repeat again coz..each of my fren has different character tat makes me close wit them..[sumbody] is sumbody tat i regard as a perfect
person..in tis way..i prefer toking to her all bout my problems...
[sumone]is the person whu may not be perfect and not lucky...but one ting bout her is tat whenever she have problems bout her relationships..she tends to share it to me..tats where our frenship gets closer..[tat person] tend to oso have imperfect life..but never did anibody noe bout it..however tat didnt really make her feel affected..wit her cheerfulness..and sume common things we shared..it makes us closer..
so i jus ans them by combining their three names and tell it to gico..
then it was nureen turn to ask me..she was like asking me sume personal question..i was thinking realli long..till it was over for free perod..i was like..'whew'..tat was just in time..hehe..u guys still don noe wad is the ans for nureen's quest..
till now...will tell more next time...tata
jeynah luves owange!!!

still thinking bout uniquekuning..

hows skul..

2009-07-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

well...if ur mum ask u...wad u have learn in skul today...for me..i will jus say...the true or dare game and juying game.....seriously...
50%of our day is jus on el and history straight...and the rest of the dae..was like playing...joking ard...last period;science..didnt really paid attention...was so tired..kept saying haizzzzarh..haha..guess farah was the one tat notices it...

after skul..went to mc wit the malay boys and farah and nureen..well...not exactly...the boys were in front of us..way in front..we were walking slowly..mcm mak nenek ...haha..then reach there alreadi...
were like wad...yusri blanje the boys nureen blanje me n farah..erm yummy...tanx ehk nureen...

went home at bout 3+...take bus 99...sit behind wit nureen...were chatting...lotsa stuff...den nuree groan coz...almost reach her place...haha..stakat tu jer...tats all for todae..gotta prepare for tomorrow...surprises and all..for nureen..hehe..rite now..was waiting for my cuzins..tk sabar arh..ouhkay..gtg..bubai...

jeynah loves owange....

in skul...

2009-07-01T10:02:00.002+08:00

rite now..in skul..ouhkay..jus forget bout the latest post ouhkay...dont think too much..
its not whu u think it is..
to sabibi n qiz beylo..i think u noe rite..so keep it mum kay...
to frens..stil not the rite guess...u will noe soon...but i dn wish to say it rite now..
coz i dn wan history to repeat twice...
to [sumbody]..i hope u noe in was toking bout u...
anw..gtg now..
update soon..
tata..
jeynah luves owange

herm....

2009-06-28T17:40:00.004+08:00

currently at home..alone and duin nuthing...sumtimes..i kinda feel lonely...kept thinking bout tat person..
thinking back..i suddenly feel sense of regret
regret for not accepting his presence..
its just tat there is a fear and doubt in me to be wit u..
feeling confused whether to be wit u or to leave u...herm.
but rite now..i wish i culd be wit u..
but guess tat wont happen coz its too late..
wish i could rewind the time back...
haizzzzarh..
jeynah luves owange n..

jeynah miss hym...so much

editting...

2009-06-27T18:42:00.012+08:00

Just finish editting on my own..
i repeat
OWN MY OWN
haha...
yeah...at last could handle everyting...
nice rite..i noe..haha..so for now..duin nuthing but jus have to wait for sumone to come and look at our hs..
got a new update frm mum..bby hook or by crook..whether our hs is sold or not...we will still be staying at our aunty hs by next one or two months..
soo...for the past few daes..didnt manage to update coz..well yeah have to stick wit my cuzin...
well..at first we..as in me.my sis.my cuz;tina.jongos.sambolet.n.sabribri...
so....we watched free movie from eng wah...
at first we planned to land of the lost..but cannot coz...we have passed the time..it was written in the net saying tat it is 1240..but wen we reached there...it says 1025..we was like....wat the tut....
damn tat info...herm..so at last we watched ghost of the gerlfrens past..it was awesome..but..it shuld be rated as nc16 man...
coz wen it comes to the censored part..two cuzins of mine was like at there,..they are like super immatured...me n my sis was like gasping..when it comes to tat part..coz the ting tat comes to our mind was the two immatured guy...
nvm..let move on...after movie..we went to pasar malm..okay..forgot one ting...we went to toa payoh for the movie...
as i was saying..we went to pasar malam to buy takooyaki..erm..yummy..
then decided to take train..
while waiting for the train..we was like planning which way to go..
my sis was alreadi all set to go n mit her frens at jurong east..
then the rest of us plan to go bugis...den go to grandma hs..
but the ting is...i dn to go my grandma hs..so i tried to call my mum n persuade her one more time...n yeah..i could...den tina..
decided to follow me n go out...den the rest oso start following me..in the train..we
are like toking bout the plans..n sumtimes we are like'arguing'...
n oso the centre of attraction in the train...then at last all plan to go my hs n slack...
slack till late at nite..den decided to sleep at my hs..was like waad..the hell...so the sudden..but actualli..realli had lotsa fun..
den...hear mj12..til finish..wasnt scary at all lorh..
here are sume pics ...[above]

2009-06-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

erm....long time never update...yup..been to TAP camp for the past three days...

so tis is wad i did...

first dae..

meet nureen at int bun lay...supposed to meet at 650..end up..i have to wait for her ard 7+...

dn we go to mc..and drink ice milo..while drinking..i ate roti bekal...haha..

den..we make our way to pioneer sec by taking 243...

reach there..do some admin...take temp..and see which grup we are in..

so sad...not in the same grup as nureen..

went up to hall to go to our grup...nureen so gud...her facilitators malay...

both malay and enthu some more...

mine...i am the onli malay there...haizzzarh..

but the facilitators quite funny..he kept repeating tis line..each time our member start coming in...he said..

'hello...im name is chye hock..u can called me ah hock...im ur facilitators for tis grup..we are the whoopie..n our grup must win'...

then..we have mass dance..it was fun...the song was like country kind of song..

the onli lyric i noe was 'raindrops falling on my head'...then..

we have some ice breaker..i was quite upset coz seeing mie grup 'enthu'

during the ice breaker can be said tat we don have the chance to win the best cheer...but....

during the teambuilding games..we actualli work together..especially

when it comes part to playing stepping stones..we have to play then...

cheer to the game master in order to get bonus point..and we realli did...

in fact the game master was asking ask to do it again...then...

at night we have dinner and wash up..here comes the hardest part..

we are to limit the number of pail to use everyday...so....

we are to bathe using one pail ONLI..and bathe once a day..

this is how the water conservation exercise work..

and u can imagine how awful we smell on those three daes...ewwww..

after tat..we have mass briefing..and discussion about our task allocation..

for the roadshow..and sad to say..we have to do mascot..i was hoping to do the skit or mass dance..but nvm...so tats all for the first dae...

second dae...

didnt get to bathe in the morning...

just brush my teeth...then had our breakfast

continue with yesterdae..mass dance...then go to marina barrage and new water..

ah hock belanja us ice cream at marina barrage..nice...

then in the bus..played games in the bus with facills ahmad...

reach pioneer at 4...cont with our mascot...and had to finish it up..

so tat means we had to finish our mascot..eat dinner..n wash up before lights out..

it was quite tiring but at last everyting went smoothly..

boonjie..the onli guy..finally talks to us and smile..

cassandra..tried to take things easier..and while priscilla was out to ayg..

i made frens with bilian..alicia turn out to be quite funny...

it was nice noeing them...

tats all for now...will update soon bout the last dae..n the roadshow...
tata...
jeynah luves wiwin shayang n liyan chayang....
without u guys..i dn noe..wad will i do...tanx guys..

blog hopping....

2009-06-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

welll...long time never post
juz finish looking at others blog...
to farah...nice blog skin....
to liyan....see u tomorrow..
to hakim...sebok jer...blogskin nyer..anw its nice...
biase larh...saper yg buat dulu...haha

aniwaes...guess i might miss surfing the net for three days..
coz tomorrow..i'll be goin for the TAP camp....
then the last dae..which is on sunday..will be having roadshow @ jp...
hope to see u guys there..
herm...

wad can i sae rite now....after wad u have wrote...
atleast im feeling much better..coz i noe tat u still remember me...
but..in any case..if u still wundering whether i still remember u or not..
believe me...i did...and still do.....
whatever happens u're still part of my life...in the past one year n hopefully in the future..

ouhkae...now im jus bored...
tomorrow..like wad i sae...
will be going for the TAP camp..will be meeting nuwin sumwhere..
coz she don noe where is gek poh...haha..
chao for now..bubai,...

jeyna owange....

2009-06-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

currently...in my cuzin hs...having a bdae party...well..
its fun...herm...well...

for[insertname]

ive been thinking bout u...n not to 4 get..i realli miss u..and u r also part of my life..but since u decided to have a seperate ways..i cant do aniting..hope u can have a better frenship wit a better frens..wish u all the best..

miss u lotz..tat one year of frenship..cant be forget......

love..nurul jeynah

4 am...

2009-06-06T03:49:00.000+08:00

well..rite now..kinda bored...cant sleep...so tried my chance to get the internet connection..n yeah..it did...wow...cant believe...last time..i used to think tat its impossible for me not to sleep at this kind of hour..but yeah ...it did....haha..funny se..if now is not skull holidae...i have to bathe straightaway to get ready to skul se...but luckily its not...so...tats all for now...tata..
jeyna=nuwin:)

30 june

2009-06-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

last sat...wake damn early....
nk katekn gy paka river tk....
holidae...yap...
but still nid to wake early...yeah...
nid to anta epok2...[pepok]
it was damn tiring...2 trip...
patah alek...
luckily..sempat byler alek..je kol 11...
i quickly change to another clothes arh...
then went to jurong east to mit nureen...
yelah..samer2 pakai tudong...
then..we take the mrt to dhoby ghaut...to go to plaza singapura...
went there to watch the nutz crew...
yeah...reach there at about one plus...mit the groovy gals n amri n haziq..
watch the groovy girls practicing for the last time...
then watch the comp..
at bout 5...we went in the plaza sing and eat kfc...as per normal..
then went back...me go to wudland to move things..nureen go home..but same track wit me...to keep me accompany..
i was damn clumsy in the train...like i was laughing till i accidentally step on one of the passenger's shoe...she was like shouting OUCH so LOUD tat i was damn malu se...
we laugh like hell..
we took photos..
everybody was like toking..n looking at us.. but who cares..
had lotta fun...

tats all for now peeps..
will update soon bout ma holidaes aites..

JEYNA SAYANG LOVE = NUWIN SHAYANG:)

2009-05-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae didnt have the chance to update...well..
wadcan i sae...i didnt do my very well for my mye...
i failed el...n tat mean i failed everyting...but my percentage is still average...
if not bcoz of my el...damn it...imagine..
my total percentage was 65.9% se...still have chance...
yeah..once i noe was one of the failure..
i told myself to calm down...n i can..
but at last i still burst after being question by the rest..
especially when qistina and nureen's concern towards me in the canteen..
tanx gerl..i noe u r concern..
but the more concern u are the more i will cry...idk..
but yeah..hate u suhaimi..for telling others tat i cried...
malu se..

today..was ntg..didnt tok much wit her...
but as per normal..had a long conversation with nuwin on the phone...
let out each others feeling..
well..went home at ard 3...while waiting for bus.
i still cant forget wad u tell me...
i realise tat im nt as smart as u..but u didnt have to look down upon me rite..
juz becoz i am one of the 10 people who failed...
last year we succeed together..but tis year u may succeed but i dont...
but can u at least spare a thought for me??
well...guess i may not be anibody to u animore rite...

since we get our report...
u didnt give a damn animore...idk...
wad u really take me for..
with u never tok to me after noeing i failed..
is the same as giving me the impression tat u jus befriend wit me becoz of cleverness..well if u tink tat im wrong...too bad.. u had show to me tat impression...juz cant believe it...
but i was rite..after tis june holiday..we may not be as close as b4..
not animore...

lastly..i wanna say tanx to qistina n nuwin for showing me ur concern..
i really appreciate it...
suhaimi..yusri...tanx...

will update soon
love=NUWIN+QISTINA

WHY????!!!!!

2009-05-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

why cant i live in a peace like the rest???
why cant i just have a normal life..
doing wad im supposed to do...
why cant i jus study as a student..revising at home...
or at least if u want me to do the chores as a responsibility..please don jus put it all to me...
every time if i didnt do it..u would point the mistakes like i havent done for a month..
please larh..im oso a human..i need a rest...i noe u have to work..
but please don stress all of ur tiredness to me larh..
tat time was bout abg...now u...next time who??
kakak??
please...dont be unfair...i m oso ur daughter...unless if u treat me as ur adopted daughter..then there is no wonder...
tolong larh mak..jgn pilih kaseh...
i had enough...
way too enough...

2009-05-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

wateva u had done towards me..i have forgotten..
coz im juz a kid who tend to make mistakes.
i will alwaes kept silence about evryting..even though u beat me..shout at me...i didnt tell mak..
bcoz i noe mak had enough problem..
i dn wan to add on more
but in front of mak..
u act super the innocent like u didnt do aniting..
WAT THE HELL....KALAW BUAT SALAH TKYA NK TUTOP2 ARH..
N MAK YG PERCAYE LIKE HELL..BYLER CERITEKN PAT BPK..
SHE TENDS TO SEBELAHKN TAT JANTAN
but now i cant keep still..u have not just beat me..kakak as well..not only u shouted at her..n slap her till bengkak..u tried to strangle..
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!!
at first..i didnt have the guts to interfere..coz u are the elder..
but at the moment u touch my sister..
there goes..i shouted at him..i cry like hell...
U HAVE NO RIGHT TO BEAT HER..
ALTHIUGH U HAVE A KINSHIP WIT ME OR SIS.
LET ME TELL U TIS..
BAPAK..HOW BAD HE IS..OR HOW STRICT HE IS..
NEVER IN HIS WHOLE LIFE..
HE SLAP ME..OR EVEN SHOUT VULGAR AT ME..
NEVER!!!!
so after tis..if he tried to tok to mak like a fucking damn angel..
n mak scold us..
don u expect i wan to remain silence..
coz after wad u had done..
it has become my problem too..
let me tell u tis..
u are angry wit akak juz becoz she shouted back at u??!!!
but still u didnt nid to strangle her rite??
have u noe y...
we can have the patience towards u..
but each patience has its limit..
if u do not noe aniting..don jus spilled wateva u like..
'puki da gatal?'
orgg gy uat resuming...
kaw ckp puki da gatal..
dn u expect to get any respect from me..
COZ U WOULD NEVER GET IT!!!

2009-05-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

When we first met..i didnt even think tat u would be my frens
well..i was rite...u didnt even be my fren..u are more than tat..
my best fren.my sista.n everyting....
although we were not in the same grup 4 sec 1 camp...
tat never make us apart...
u understand my situation..in every way..
u listen to my problem..
bout my father.my brother.my mum.n even other frens...
although..u have your own problems...u are still there as a pair of listening ears ready to hear my problems...
since then...we becume close..very close...
but one day...
everything change....absolutely change...
it was so sudden....
realli sudden...
we didnt tok wad we used too...
we were merely a classmate...not more than tat...
i realli wish we would be back as per normal...
but i think tat couldnt happen...
coz its in ur hand to decide...
if u would ask me...
i have juz one think to say...
"IF THATS OKAY WIT YOU"

2009-05-16T08:56:00.000+08:00

Hailo....sorry never update yesterdae..sleepy se...nvm...btw..yesterdae was the best dae ever..coz we finish our paper earlier...however the paper was damn difficult se...damn shit..the drawing..i didnt get to draw...walaowwae...u nid to sketch..draw isometric..design spec...in just 1 hr...wth..sure gonna flunk my mye...anies..tat was all the starting..coz after tat..me.nuwin.n qis went to jurong east lib like we alwaes do..and uat kecoh.at first..wen we reach the place..it was totally quiet..and we thot it is still not opn..but luckily they have..n we went to the top floor..it was quiet..we saw nobody except for budak lelaki a4...we are like the onli one there..and noisiest..each time surfing the net..we would alwaes laugh3...fun sia..after tat we decided to get sume eat...bt qis had to go hm....so onli me n nuwin go imm....we eat ate banquet...i eat cockles fried kway teow n nuwin eat seafood fried rice.,..it was delicious.....after tat..we decided to walk around as it was still early..we went to pop...mini toons..n we oso play thhopscotch tat was avauble there...quite fun as long time never play..hehe...gtg now....bye

cont....

2009-05-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

yeah...as wad i have said previously...after her fren told me tat she was angry due to tat...frm tat time... i keot silence towards her...i didnt tok to her n neither did she...even recess time...i have my last minute revision at the staircase while she have hers a few distance frm mine...however....i noe tat thinking bout tis is such a waste of time especially when i supposed to studies...so... i dont realli bother bout her...realli hate her sia....
seriously....im telling u...tis is the most hurtful frenship i have ever experience coz its the onli frenship which i USED to treasure it so much...
den...jus nw... supposed to have counselling ...usually i will mcg her..but im glad my pp8 is low so at least i have an excuse...
well...while i was otw to the place...i just grab along my hp...den i realise there was mcg....frm her...
i was quite surprise n didnt expect it was her...n yeah... she apologise about everyting....
well....last time i used to forgive my fwen easily...n due to tat...i will be the one tat is gonna hurt...but rite now... im not gonna be forgive anione easily...coz i m not gonna be the naive type animore...nw...wad i noe is tat...to dat person...if u realli wanted to say ur sorry...prove it...show tat u realli sincere about it...i dn noe how...but wad i noe is tat for u to find out...tata...

CANT BELIEVE...

2009-05-14T15:03:00.002+08:00

there is so many things on my mind...just do not how to stat it..coz everyting is all bout u...
wonder y u would want to feel tat way..yesterdae...for the whole day...i kept thinking wat have i done..till make u angry...thot tat i could make it up to today...n start anew...but wad happen todae realli change mie mind..it was the starting of the day...n i saw u duin sumting to ur paper...i find it funny and laugh coz im still confused whether to tok to u or not..and by laughing is the onli courage i have at tat moment...but u jus look away as if its invisible...its okay...i will kept quiet...but when tat MULTI RACIAL fren of urs told me tat u are angry wit me coz u don wan me to tok to my fren..tat was the time when i realli realli know HOW CHILDISH OF U!!! stay till here and will post soon..so to dat person...reflect back...

CANT BELIEVE...

2009-05-14T15:03:00.001+08:00

13 may

2009-05-14T14:40:00.000+08:00

Sorry peeps..yesterdae..was boring..went to mie aunties hs...hoping to get internet connection...but unfortunately no..there isnt..but i did write sumthing yesterdae and save it at the laptop..so this is it...

13 may...in the afternoon

Remember tat i told u bout the moving hs??? yeah...it really IS happening..last time..when we used to plan to move hs...it just a past comment...but tis time i am VERY VERY SURE coz...mum says tat our far distance relative who is an agent will be cuming to our hs to...to help to sell our hs...i oso ask mie mum how long is the time taken to move our hs....she said tat it must be b4 the end of tis year..whoohoo...

13 may....at nite

yeah..it still bout the moving hs...now its no more bout whether it confirm or not...now is bout the location of the place...n each location tat mum tells is all the one tat i dn wish to go...W.T,H....these are all the location given..

-clementi ave 5[two blocks away frm the current hs]; which was suggested to my stupid bro of mine...

-teban garden;near's ameer hs[tat is the last ting i would want to do..which is seeing his face]

-rumah nenek;bugis there...but abit further[if tats the case...what time would i wake up??2...3...]

sumtimes i realli hope tat they understand me...y cant they choose those tat is nearer to my skul..at the very least...near tat area larh...its not tat we will stay there forever...onli two years...okay???some family they are...

so peeps out there..pray for me to get the place tat i wan...which is near qis...or nureen...or elli...k??

bb:]

2009-05-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

Finally...i manage to get get the internet connection....then..while i was surfing.. i overheard mum talking to kakak and abg abt sumting.. with curiousity...i try to overheard them..and heard sumhw bout moving house...due to hdb demand...wat the hell!!!just becoz we do not have any cpf to cover our monthly bill...we have to move hs?? damn stupid hdb...kalaw dari dulu..tkpe aRH...DN THEY EVER HEARD OF ECONOMY DWN TURN???hate it man...ok...its true tat i want to move hs..but tis damn bro of mine..tink tat he is big go n decide tat we have will be moving towards th block tat is two away frm us which is damn polluted place...wth!!!nk pikir diri sendiri je....irit se...ambek larh jauh sikit...dkt dgn skola ke...kalaw pasl akak nye skola jauh...step die kene gy kol 7 je...aku yg kene sampai cpt...tk pernah nk kesah....IRITATING!!!!!!!!!!

Suria ...

2009-05-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

captured and edit my cousin photo .

Cute rite ?

i know . just like me ;D

im glad....

2009-05-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

currently at hm.... wit ma sis...juz nw...went to kfc wit farah,wiwin,qis n ammar...obviously we went there to eat...yeah...farah is so damn happy tat she get to buy trade up special...LOL...we finish eating and chit chatting till 2+...well...i have no watch wit me...so juz give any estimation then...anies... after tat...i went to jurong eat to remake my ezlink card...wit wiwin...then we went tO lib to use the comp... finish at about 4+....then went home...thinking tat there will be sumone at hm...bt seriously...my hm was totally empty...so tat the reason...y i don bother to tell my family where i go....coz they wont bother...n i was friggin alone at home from 530 till 10...tomorrow is mothers dae..the biggest q. in my mind is....wat shall i giv to my mum in dis short period of time...

after telling me about ur problems tat is affecting u...i now realise wat had made u behave like this...however...wateva people thought bout u...dn worry...tat wouldnt made me apart frm u...coz i befren wit u for the way u are...nt bcoz of ur attitude...but as a friend..i too should correct u in any way tat is wrong and vice versa....
after friending wit u n noe u for 1 year +...there seem to have lots of memories between us whether it was sweet or bitter....but no matter what... we still together till now....i realli appreciate our friendship...but when there is problem occur...i somewhat do not want to tell u coz firstly, im trying not to be selfish person of onli letting u befriend wit me onli... 2ndly,i do not want our friendship to end just bcoz of this...but..after knowing tat u have read it...i seriously tried every way to avoid talking to u bout it...but when i read ur blog...im realli glad tat u understand me....
tat should be all...for now....will be updating soon.......:]

2009-05-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

jus luk at farah's blog...yup...still as per normal...she wit wen xin...i jus do not noe...i cant avoid having dis feeling of jealousy out of me...i jus treat her as my own sister...cos..every feeling and secret i have...will alwaes share to her...but seeing her closer wit another person..made me feel tat im jus a normal fwen to her... the paka river...im jus scared bout it...she says tat... ms ng will try to ask the oe... the ting is im afraid of wether i wuld be able to go or not...if i go...im afraid..she will be wit wen xin and i wuld be left out...and if i will not be able to go..im afraid tat after the camp or even after the june holiday...we wuldn't be as close as b4...

2009-05-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

jus finish eating....in skul...as per normal...nuthing much... however... nid to do math test as i never cume last thurs....damn hard sia...CONFIRM fail...,den went to farah..qis...elli n ammar... they wait for ms yu for revision...kononnye bdk baek....padahal2....baek biler exam nk dkt je... anies...after dat...me... farah...qis n elli went to farah's hs.....to do pojek...well...den went back hm about 6.30...but reach hm bout 745.... damn late sia....worst still... i take the same bus as my bro....walawae..scaded sia...but lucky he never say aniting...coz he was bz toking to his fwen...now,,,, going to read farah's blog...brb...after reading her blog...tata

2009-05-03T15:20:00.000+08:00

long time never updates...anw... just view others blog.... quite upsets wit farah...kept goin wit either wenxin or amalia... wat did she exacctly treat me as??? her fwen or just sumbody dat culd accompany her when alone??? damn fucked up man.... now i began to realise tat qistina is appreciating me as a true friend more than farah...haiz...to qis...im so sorry to realize it now... n to farah...i dn wat to sae...

2009-04-18T14:06:00.000+08:00

elo....long tyme nvr update...anw...mie bdae had jus passed 2 daes ago...tat means now...im 14 yrs and two daes den...haha..

2009-04-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

Juz went home....i noe..its quite late...well...actually..as a matter of fact...today there is no skul as it is e-learning but still need to come 4 the prefect thingy... it was...quite tiring wit duin the locker and investiture bookmark...and those running up and down the staircase...but wat to do..well...after tat...i meet my cuz... to give her money to top up her ez-link card....well...tat was actually an excuse... to meet her...we then...went out and...hang around at my place...which is a new place...city vibe.... then met my sis.. at the lift..then she told me to accompany her to the shop n save...urgh...so fed up...want to go home oso cannot...then...i juz wan to sit to rest 4 a while...mum stat nagging....sumtimes...i kept wundering...y mum loves to nagg...when is it gonna end...k..gtg..mum is nagging again...tata

2009-04-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

this is the pic of cinta fitri....my fv drama...tat fitri...and her husband behind...farrel...

i managed to do SOME of the e learning assignment....it is sooo irritating to do it...even there is art assignment and we are talking bout theory.....urgh...it is already bad on duin the practical...don make it worse by asking as to do explanation on the images...anw..jus now...i was watching my fav indonesian drama, cinta fitri season3... the best part was that it was the last episode...so i was quite anxious to noe wat is the ending....and the most irritating part was that...when it came to a climax....i was waiting to noe wat happen next n suddenly it put to a stop...and was written...see u to the next season of cinta fitri season 4....i was like....URGH!!!! irritating!!!!! i was waiting for the end to come..n it gave me suspense!!!!...kay....gtg..

2009-04-10T10:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae...my class have a new student...her name is nureen..she is a local...and she transfered from madrasah al-irsyad....so...i noe how is it like to be transfered...not having any frens...have to leave besties...its quite hurtful...so i gues..maybe i shuld do sumthing to make her feel welcume...thats y...i kept toking to her bout the skul..
den at hm...she mcg telling me dat she had a crush on one my besties...well...4 me it not suprising...bcoz... okay..he is cute...even last time i use to like hym...but no...na ah...that not gonna happen...coz i treated hym as my bro...anw...back to nureen stories...so yeah....i told her bout dat guy...yeah...but it jus funny....gtg...

2009-04-10T09:49:00.000+08:00

Urgh.... just hate when it comes part to elearning.... dats is when the time i need to spend my money to go to cc and use the comp. to do the work...but 4 this time...im realli happy coz...mr lee had lend me his laptop...n i will have to hold it and he juz have to take his sd card onli...cool rite? gtg...